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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Alistair

Written By:bronsautracks
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All credit goes to the original author

Alistair

1

They were in the hospital. The walls were bright and blank, and the people blended together, everyone in the same shade of sea foam green or canvas white. Blue name tags were stuck to collars or pockets, or hanging around necks. It had a hurried atmosphere, though it was strangely comforting to the siblings.

Alistair was quickly attended to. They cleaned his head wound, and Al sat bravely, holding Auden’s hand, as they sewed up the cut. He didn’t flinch or hiss even once. He was always this brave and passive. Auden worried about him, and asked him if he was alright several times while they wrapped a bandage around the newly stitched laceration. He was patient and responded each time with a reassuring smile, but this only concerned her more.

Auden was prone to panic attacks and insomnia, and he always had to look after her. When he had learned to read, he would read aloud to her, to better put her to sleep. Lately though, he had gotten so good at it, that it actually kept her up, because she wanted to hear the story. She could never stay awake through any of his favorites, though. He admitted that most of them were slow to begin, but still, the end was worth it. So of course, he often read these to her, because they put her to sleep, and greatly interested him.

“You worry too much,” he told her, after he caught her staring at him with furrowed eyebrows and a deep frown for the third time within the hour. Auden tried to pretend that she wasn’t worrying at all, but he knew better. He sighed, pushing his hair out of his face and trying not to cringe at the feel of the rough bandage under his fingers.

“Let’s go for a walk, Al, I need some air,” she said after he was silent for a while.

He agreed and they walked out the revolving doors together. Revolving doors seemed an odd choice for a hospital, but that was neither here nor there. They were both somewhat in need of a walk.

Clouds were dark and grey above them, still heavy with rain, after several weeks of such weather. Alistair slouched alongside his sister, wondering if perhaps there was a world somewhere, which was going without rain, because this world was hogging all of it. He looked at Auden peripherally and watched as she dragged her feet dejectedly, bloody jacket slung over her shoulders, almost completely covering the red mark across her clavicle, from the seatbelt. Her eyebrows were knitted together in the center, while her mouth formed a thin line, curved down in a frown.

Auden was becoming increasingly more upset. It wasn’t enough that she’d almost killed a man. Oh no, she had to cause her brother severe brain damage, of course. No brain damage was caused, really. But it could have been. Easily. If Alistair’s head had been turned slightly more to the left, his head might have broken open completely; or if he had been looking just a tidbit upward, his neck might have snapped. Their parents shouldn’t have allowed her to drive with him in the car. It didn’t matter that she’d had her license now for four and a half years. She was obviously too irresponsible for such precious cargo. She tried to sneak a side-glance at her brother, but failed and was immediately locked into a stare with him.

“You’re blaming yourself, aren’t you?” his eyes narrowed.

Auden blinked and then smiled a brilliant, white smile. “Of course not,” she responded, rather convincingly in her opinion. It was really. It would have convinced anyone; that is, anyone except for Alistair.

He sighed quietly and said, “Good.”

An idea dawned upon the girl, as the trail had been getting more and more tree-covered, the longer they followed it. There, in the center of a small clearing up ahead, was a large, magnificent tree. It was incredibly tall and had low branches that even her too-short-even-for-a-ten-year-old brother could reach.

“Alistair!” she said excitedly, as they neared it.

“Hm?” He was still brooding a little.

“Climb with me!” she demanded almost gleefully. But he only stood and watched as she pulled herself onto the lower braches and slowly made her way upward. Alistair seemed to consider it for a moment, but thought better of it and sat down at the base of the tree, leaning his head back to watch his sister, who was half concealed to him by the branches.

He closed his wide, bright eyes and let the wind tease his hair, filling him with the scent of fresh rain and wildflowers. He could feel the light intensifying on his face and scrunched his eyes closed still more tightly against it. It was hot and made him see orange, though he wasn’t looking at anything. He heard the shuffling and creaking of branches above him and songs started springing into his head. They weren’t any kind of song you could sing along to. They were just peaceful sounds, lulling him into sedation.

“Don’t you dare fall asleep, mister!” Auden’s voice rang clearly in his ears, but he didn’t open his eyes.

“I won’t,” he responded quietly.

“You might have a concussion, you know.”

“Yeah.”

“Alistair?”

“Mhm.”

He heard a swish and the loud creaking of the tree as Auden climbed down towards him. His head felt swimmy and he was finding it difficult to open his eyes. A loud ‘snap’ caught his attention and they shot open of their own accord. Auden’s frightened gasp followed it quickly and she shrieked, “Al, move!”

He had enough time to turn his head and see her crash down onto him. His head ached and beyond a view of soft, green grass, black clouds seemed to be swarming around his vision. He rolled himself over, to see that his sister had made an effort not to land completely atop him. Most of her body lay in a crumpled heap at the roots of the tree, while it had only been her feet that collided with his head. Alistair made to reach for her, but as he tried to sit up, the world started to spin, blending together, and eventually pitching him into darkness, as his body fell limp upon the ground.


Alistair opened his eyes and groaned at the pain in his head. He rubbed it and felt warm liquid under his palm. Sighing and shaking his hair out, he confirmed that his cut had reopened, as he saw vibrant red dripping almost cheerily from his dark curls.

“Ow,” he huffed, then smiled and turned to see his sister, passed out beside him, “Watch where you fall, Auden; I just got out of the hospital, you know.”

But she did not stir at his voice. She didn’t wake to offer him twelve apologies within the same minute, or fuss over him, or drag him back up the trail to the hospital with a vengeance. As he looked around, he noted that there was no longer any trail to speak of. This worried him slightly, but he had a more pressing matter to attend to.

He scooted towards Auden and tried shaking her, but she would not wake up. He poked and prodded and yelled and shook, but she stayed stubbornly unconscious. He stopped suddenly at the sound of strange accented voices, calling out, seemingly searching for someone. Perhaps the hospital had noticed he was missing. But no, it was not his name they were calling.

Still, his sister wasn’t waking up, which was becoming more and more vexing, and quite problematic on top of that.

“Frodoooooo?” the voice called. Alistair recognized the name, but it escaped his memory at the moment.

“Excuse me!” he called to the voice, as he saw a form moving through the trees. “Excuse me! I need help!”

“Frodo!” cried the owner of the voice, bursting through the brush. He grabbed Al by the shoulders, shaking him slightly, “Where did you go? And what happened to your head?!—Wait a minute! You’re not Frodo!” Alistair’s assailant was slightly shorter than he, with dirty blond hair of the same curly texture as his own.

“Well, n-no, not last I checked…” he responded, thoroughly alarmed by this small, odd stranger.

“Have you found him?” another stranger fought his way through the underbrush, this one very slightly more rotund than the other, with, Alistair noticed, large, hairy feet, and similar, strange attire. It suddenly dawned on him, where he was, and excitement overtook his fright.

“Whoa!” he exclaimed, “You’re hobbits!”

“We are. And apparently you aren’t,” the new arrival turned to the other, “Pip, we’re s’posed to be lookin’ fer Frodo! What’re you doing?”

“I thought he was Frodo,” Pip responded sullenly as he at last released Alistair, who could have jumped for joy at this point. He knew this story. He’d read this story. It was one of the ones Auden frequently fell asleep during.

As Alistair was so caught up in his simultaneous joy and disbelief, he forgot the fact that, at this point in the tale, something very unfortunate was about to happen.

He was thinking of how to go about explaining his predicament to the two hobbits, when a man arrived in their small clearing, looking harassed and quite upset. His fear seemed to have spread to the hobbits, and after a moment, Alistair remembered that this was when Meriadoc and Peregrin were taken my Orcs, and that this was also when Boromir died.

Dread filled him to the brim as he looked up and spied the advancing creatures; ugly and twisted, built, or shall we say bred, solely for the purpose of killing. And eating, but Alistair didn’t want to think about that.

Boromir raised his shield and brought his horn to his lips, sword at the ready. One of the hobbits let slip a small whimper, and Alistair’s knees started to shake.

Auden woke abruptly at the blaring of a horn.

Alistair

2

“M-Merry!” Pippin gave a weak cry, gripping Meriadoc’s sleeve and tugging it backwards. Alistair found that he was entranced by the utter hideousness of the creatures before him. They were baring their teeth menacingly, their eyes glinting and golden. Boromir slashed at each one that advanced upon them.

“Flee!” Boromir rumbled, blowing the Horn of Gondor loudly. “Flee!” he repeated, shooing them, while simultaneously trying to parry the short, thick sword of an attacker.

Though he heard it, Alistair did not need telling twice, he scrambled after the two hobbits, with Boromir moving after them, sounding the horn every moment that both his arms were not busy with Orcs.


Auden awoke to the sound of an alarm, ringing loudly throughout the forest. For a moment, she thought she was reliving her car accident, but this was not so. Her eyes fell upon great, dark creatures, running past with heavy footfalls. Their boots were large and black as their armor, each one bearing a white hand upon its helm. They did not seem to notice her, or didn’t care that she was there. She feared them, though she knew not what they were, or if she should. Auden’s eyes searched desperately about for her brother, but the huge creatures were many, and she couldn’t see over them, even if she were to stand.

The continuous sounding of the horn ceased suddenly, and someone cried in a high, frightened voice, “Boromir!”

She watched in horror as a man fell against a tree, arrows having pierced him numerous times. The great, dark creatures were fleeing now, for no apparent reason, and Auden rushed to the man’s side. His eyes were closed and he seemed almost asleep, except that his breathing was ragged and he was covered in blood. Auden thought about helping him, and had crouched down to do so, when someone yelled her name from a distance.

She turned about to see Alistair being carried away by one of the large beasts.

“Alistair!” she yelled, and without a second glance for the dying man, she bolted after him. Six years on her school track team had not gone to waste; she was extremely fast.

But extremely fast was not fast enough, and after what she imagined was hours or more or relentless pursuit, she was beginning to grow tired. She did not know how long she had been running, but it was certainly longer than she had ever run before. Already, night was coming to an end, and the sun peeked over the horizon. The heavy footsteps of the kidnappers grew fainter and fainter, and they soon faded out of sight. Auden did not want to stop, but soon her heart was fit to burst. Her throat was parched and cried for water; her thin tank top was soaked with sweat and her legs ached. She dropped to the ground suddenly, exhausted.

Auden dragged herself a few feet to the riverbank and attempted to scoop the water into her shaky palms, but it was of no use. It slipped through her hands as soon as she had cupped it. Panic caused her chest to clench, and she was suddenly more than out of breath. She rolled over onto her back, her head resting in the shallow waters, and stared at the sky. She was hyperventilating, and her heart was racing. This was not a result of running, because she was a good runner. Breathing had never troubled her when she ran.

It had only just occurred to her that she was no longer in Minnesota. There had been no river by the hospital, and here there was no hospital in sight. She wondered how she had gotten here, and where it was exactly. She wondered what beasts had taken her brother, and where they were taking him. She wondered if maybe she was dreaming, and if she would wake up soon.

But if she wasn’t dreaming, and she was indeed lost somewhere, and her brother was indeed the hostage of some vile, smelly creatures, then what was she to do? Surely the answer was not upon the forest floor where she lay? No, indeed; nothing there but fallen leaves and light snow.

Auden’s breathing had sped up to the point of no return; her heart fluttered and pounded like marching drums, and as her eyes rolled backwards, she caught a shimmering glimpse of the reflection of pale grey boats, as they floated past in the river. Then there was darkness.


Auden dreamed. There were trees all around, and they were either larger than most trees, or she was shorter than usual. The man from the clearing stood before her, undamaged by arrows, speaking heatedly or passionately; she could not tell. Even he seemed much taller than she would have imagined him. His face grew more intense, and he seemed to be raising his voice as he stepped towards her, but all she heard was a mournful song. Or was it the wind, howling its lament in her ears?

She became aware of cold metal in her fisted hand, and she looked down, opening it. A simple gold ring was there, shining in the sunlight that broke through the canopy of leaves. Auden returned her gaze to the man, who was suddenly gripped by fear and backed away from her. She saw that it was not a ring she held, but a small, coiled, golden snake, and it grew as it slithered from her fingers, dropping to the ground, until it was at least as long as the man was tall. It hissed and wrapped its golden body about his throat. The wind’s song became harsher and angrier as the man let loose a strangled cry, and a fiery light rose up from the east, whirling into a single orb, blazing furiously. It felt hot, as if she been thrown into a furnace, and then all was drowned in a white light, and the last thing Auden saw was a pair of wide, blue eyes, unblinking and unfeeling. Just seeing. Then she was cast down a waterfall, and back into darkness.


The rushing water was all around and there seemed to be no other sound. The light splashing of footsteps in the riverbed drew near, until the feet were behind her head. Auden suddenly realized that the back of her head was submerged in the water, as hands lifted her out of the soft current from behind, and pushed her into a sitting position.

Hushed voices came with new footfalls, these rushing along by land.

“Not dead,” said a gruff voice, belonging to the man who was holding her up.

“No, I shouldn’t think so,” a smoother voice said from a ways away, “It seems she was chasing, not being chased.”

A third voice intoned thoughtfully, “It also seems she chased too hard. What on earth compelled her to go after such foul creatures?”

The smooth voice responded with mirth, “In any case, I doubt she would catch any, laying halfway in a riverbank.”

Auden opened her eyes. It was dusk, by the look of things. The sky was a royal blue with streaks of gold woven through the western horizon. Stars twinkled dimly against their not quite dark backdrop.

The first thing she noticed was a small, dirty, thick-fingered hand, wrapped about her waist to keep her from falling forward. She could feel a second hand at her back to keep her from falling into the river, and then a face came into view; or half of one anyway. Most of it was obscured beneath extensive amounts of reddish facial hair.

“Where is Alistair?” she asked the half a face. She supposed it smiled kindly at her, but its mouth was covered by a wiry, red mustache.

“The young lass seems a bit confused,” he said to the others.

“We mustn’t tarry here, Gimli,” said the silky smooth voice, closer now. A tall, slight man came into view from her right. His hair was long, and braided back to show his pale, angular face. He knelt down before her and peered at her closely. “Can you stand?” he asked. She noticed that his face was smooth, and as hairless as the red-bearded man’s was hairy.

“Yeah, probably,” she answered, pushing her self upward and out of the hairy man’s grasp. She looked around at the third man in the company, who scrutinized her from afar, then she looked back down at the man who knelt in the water, only to realize that he was not kneeling at all, but was actually quite short.

She took a moment to get over the initial shock of this, and said quietly, “Thanks for pulling me out.”

“No thanks are necessary,” he said, letting the visible half of his face smile again, “I suspect you’d have woken on your own, soon enough.”

“Now,” interjected the world-weary third party, who had, up until now, not addressed her, “What, may I ask, is your name, young lass, and what end was intended by your chasing those Orcs?”

Auden made a face at the way his questions were posed. Still, at least he was straightforward. “Uhm… You may ask. And it’s Auden. And, if by ‘Orcs,’ you mean those huge, ugly goblins, then—” She stopped there, unsure if she should mention her brother’s presence, let alone his existence, to these absolute strangers. But on the other hand they seemed friendly enough, and if she were to offend them, she was sure that the threesome would make a formidable enemy.

Her hesitation was long enough to call for pressing from the short man, who stood next to the fair haired man, and was positively dwarfed in comparison. “Yes?” he urged her.

“Those freaks took my brother,” she said, mustering as much venom into the word ‘freaks’ as she possibly could. New anger and determination rose within her, and she was once again overwhelmed by the need to follow them, to get him back.

“Your brother?” the dwarf asked, puzzled.

“There was neither sight, nor sound of any presence other than the Orcs when we arrived here. No humans for certain,” the slight man said, skeptically placing his hand on his chin. He ran it up his cheek and through his hair. Auden watched it pass over his ear, and noticed, for the first time, that his ears were pointed at the tips.

“And yet here a human stands,” said the other, taller man, throwing out an arm to indicate her. “Perhaps your Elf senses are failing us.”

The other grimaced, though the last comment was clearly made in jest.

“Then perhaps we should use your senses, highness,” this said with malice, concealed by a smile.

“Peace, friend,” he said, hands up in surrender, “I meant nothing by it.”

“Look,” Auden brought their argument to a halt, frustrated by the lack of progress this conversation was making, “I just want my brother back. So if you can just tell me where I need to go, I’ll be on my merry little way, and we can forget there was any human at all.”

“If what you say is true, Miss Auden,” said the short man, letting a hand rest on what she took to be some kind of large hatchet, hooked to his belt, “then your course is the same as ours.”

At that statement, the two other men began speaking hurriedly to each other in a foreign tongue. The taller one seemed to be trying to convince the slighter one of something, but the latter kept shaking his head. At length, Auden huffed and considered just running off after the beasts without direction, when the dwarf cleared his throat loudly. All attention refocused on him. The two men, who had gotten to a point where they were gesturing wildly, and arguing heatedly, stopped suddenly, and let their arms fall slowly, listening.

But he did not say anything. The loud interruption was either just to be rid of excess phlegm, or to subtly, but not so subtly hurry them along. Which was just as well; at this pace, she doubted they would be of any help to catch Alistair’s captors.

“Time is not our friend, Aragorn!” said the thinner man, breaking out of the flow of pretty nonsense words at last.

“Then I suppose you ought to agree with me,” Aragorn responded, at which the other huffed exasperatedly.

There was silence, and when it was clear to him that no one was going to speak anytime soon, the dwarf said in his low growl of a voice, “The solution to our predicament is clear as day to me: if the lady so wishes, then she should accompany us, until she is reunited with her brother, and then she should leave us when she has no more business to tarry in our company.”

The man with pointed ears shot him a scathing look that plainly said ‘traitor.’ Auden bit back an ill-humored laugh.

He sighed, defeated, and met her eyes, “Well, I suppose majority rules. But I won’t slow for you, and I cannot speak for Aragorn, but I should guess that, since we have delayed so long already, neither shall he. As for Gimli…” but he didn’t finish, for Auden had stopped listening and was tightening the laces on her running shoes.

“I get it. Every man for himself and whatnot,” she said.

“And woman,” he added pointedly, making it plain that, if she joined them, she could expect no helping hand from him. This suited her fine. Running would be good. She needed to believe she was doing something, to escape the apprehension of impending doom that seemed her imminent fate whenever her little brother was away. Such was the way it had always been. Funny that she would fight the feeling then, when it was closest to the truth.


If ever you thought that adventure would be glamorous as much as it was amorous, Auden would be the first to burst your bubble. Running was a fickle thing. One moment she would be high as a kite, and having to force herself to keep a steady pace, and the next she’d be winded and straggling behind. But she wouldn’t stop. Not unless they did. Lucky for her, they took two short breaks.

At one point they did stop for her, because apparently, the blond man could hear her struggling to breathe from all the way at the front of the group, even with the full ten yards he’d gained on her. She narrowed her eyes at him, when he said as much, but quickly forgave him, when she was handed a wafer thin pastry.

“What is it?” she asked, eyeing it skeptically.

“Lembas bread,” Aragorn responded, already getting up to continue, “It’s for your sustenance. Eat it quickly; the morning is nigh.”

To her, it didn’t seem as though it could provide much “sustenance.” She put the whole thing in her mouth anyway and as she did, it felt thick like pita, and filled her with renewed vigor the second she swallowed. Energy filled her up as if she had not run throughout the night, and not to mention that the taste was extraordinary. She turned to the rugged traveler with brighter eyes, and blinked as she found that he seemed to be analyzing her again.

“What?” she snapped, defensively. It was still dark, and she could just barely see his cheeks redden.

He whipped the grey cloak off his shoulders, in a great, whirling, sweeping motion; in that light it appeared green and then brown and then gray, as if it camouflaged with whatever its background. He draped it over her shoulders, before pausing to find words.

“... We shall have to find you some more decent attire at a later time,” he commented, “but this will do for now.”

She glanced down at her ratty gym shorts and sweat-stained tank top and flushed furiously, quite positive that they were all just picking on her. Except for the dwarf. Gimli had been nice from the start, and she often found herself running beside him. Usually it was out of choice, because his presence wasn’t as intimidating as the others. This feeling had nothing to do with his size, but rather his inclination to not treat her like a child.

In a way, Auden was grateful for the grey cloak, for it was warm, and somewhat protected her from the stinging chill of the February, night air. This was assuming it was February here. Come to think of it, aside from a few details she caught from their conversations, she still didn't have the slightest clue where she was. She barely knew anything about her traveling companions, and one of them still remained nameless to her. They were all distrusting, and careful with their words, when she was within earshot.

Auden was in the process of categorizing them by personality traits and deciding what annoyed her most. One issue: she knew the names of the dwarf and the tall man, but she did not know the blond man’s name. It annoyed her, but she couldn’t use that as a trait, so it didn’t apply. She supposed she could ask, but he was so incredibly irritating that she didn’t think she could bring herself to speak civilly. She eventually settled for not speaking unless she was spoken to. It was a waste of breath, and she needed her breath for running. Another issue was that Blondie liked to shoot her hardened stares, or frowned when he noticed her looking at him. Everything about him screamed: You're not welcome!

So, in a futile attempt to make him forget her presence, or at least not look at her that way, she averted her gaze and just listened. She listened intently to their conversations, wondering if they found some sign of her brother, if they were any closer to his rescue. Though she heard no news of this, she did gather that they were heading towards a land called “Isengard,” which apparently had a lot to do with “Rohan,” which had a lot to do with horses. Auden felt uneasy at the mention of this. She had never much liked horses, but at the pace they were going, she was sure that they’d be better off on a horse than on foot. Despite her want to finish the mission in a timely fashion, she hoped beyond hope that it wouldn’t come to riding horses.


They had run through the night, and somehow Auden was no closer to exhaustion than anyone else. She was, however, extremely shaken by their encounter with five dead Orcs, piled upon the ground. They were not simply killed, but slaughtered, butchered, mangled, and all other terms that could portray just how gruesome their deaths must have been. And Alistair was likely held captive by the merciless killers. Auden tried blink away all the unpleasant images in her mind; thinking about it made her fidgety and nervous.

Even as they ran, Blondie noticed. Because Blondie does that.

“You seem to be unstable.” That was an interesting way of putting it.

“Your mind is keen,” Auden mocked in a voice that perhaps would have been more convincingly sarcastic, if she weren’t shaking and twitching and panting so much. The phrase was something from a computer game her mother had gotten her in 3rd grade to prepare her for 4th grade. A deep voice would say it whenever she got an answer right. Needless to say, he didn’t get the joke.

“A keen mind is not needed to tell; only common sense and a set of eyes, Elf or no,” he said matter-of-factly. He didn’t pant at all.

Auden rolled her eyes. She didn’t get all this “Elf” business.

“What’s your name?” she asked, suddenly and breathlessly. The sun peeked over the horizon, turning the sky a reddish lavender, shedding light on the world after what seemed like an eternity of running in the dark. It was a new day. And a new day was a good time to try and make friends, right? After all, she didn't know how long this run was going to last.

“I am called Legolas,” he stated without pause, and in that moment, Auden stopped running. Someone flipped a switch in her head. What was that from? That name was from something… She couldn’t put her finger on it, but she seemed to recall Alistair saying something about this name. It couldn’t be very common…

“Stay!” a shout came from up ahead and Auden watched as Aragorn veered off to the right. It seemed that he had seen something. She hoped it would bode better than the five dead goblins they had come across. “Do not follow me yet!”

The other three stopped, waiting. Aragorn came running back, with something in each of his hands.

Aragorn was speaking, but Auden’s attention was on the gauzy material in his left hand. The bloody, white bandage quavered in the wind as it trailed from his fingertips. Then he drew attention to his other hand, and even Auden looked at it, when the other two exclaimed something about brooches. True enough he held a leaf-shaped brooch in his hand, but she didn’t see why it was so special.

“Not idly do the leaves of Lorien fall,” he said.

“Then he at least was alive,” Gimli said, relieved, but not quite relieved. Auden’s heart leapt. Who was alive? Was Alistair alive? Or was he dead? Why had he taken off his bandage? Her thoughts went rampant as Gimli finished speaking.

She reached out and took the blood-spattered bandage from Aragorn. Had it been so bloody before her brother was taken? Was she just paranoid? Her hands shook more fiercely than they were already.

She tuned into the end of Legolas’s sentence and wondered if he’d been speaking long.

“… Let us go on! The thought of those merry young folk being driven like cattle burns my heart.”

And this, she found, calmed her. As long as she kept working towards this, it would be okay, wouldn't it?

A purpose Auden. Your brother needs you, so keep your shit together.

It was a fleeting thought, but it was enough. With this in mind, she started on journeying again, more willing, and less tired; more determined and less burdened.

Alistair

3

Auden shivered. The air she filled her lungs with was less than satisfactory. It was cold as ice, and never seemed to be quite enough, though she breathed steadily as does an experienced runner. It wasn’t just the air. There was something heavy weighing on the entire company that not a one of them could place. Auden was drawing close to an answer and she could feel it; the answer to where she was and maybe even how she got there. It was the answer to who these people were, and why they were so willing to run with her in pursuit of the brothernappers.

Legolas. It was a familiar word, one that she had spoken once or twice herself, she seemed to recall, before he ever told her his name.

She actually remembered the first time she’d said it very clearly. It was when Alistair was seven and reading a book aloud to her. She hadn’t been paying attention to it, because she was busy filling out college applications. She caught the word “legless” in his spiel of fantasy novel garble. It made her curious, so she listened more intently. When he said it again, this time clearly referring to a character’s name, she had to take the book from him and find out what it actually said. She laughed when she read it.

“Legolas,” she had corrected, drawing out the syllables to indicate that he should do the same. Then she had given him the book back and returned to her applications.

Auden glanced up at Legolas, resting her gaze on one of his leaf-shaped ears. The company said he was an Elf. She wasn’t really sure what that signified, but apparently the pointy ears came with it.

Every once in a while they would stop and the three males would converse, while she stood by and awaited direction. Her initial exhaustion had worn off at this point and she was running on energy reserves she wasn’t aware she had. After one sleepless night running around in a forest, she thought she’d be exhausted, but she wasn’t yet tired. It was only a few hours into the day, and it had been about an hour since they had found their first sign that someone at least was alive. Her motivation was the hope that Alistair remained among the living.


The first wave of Orcs beat a hasty retreat, thanks to the determined defense of Boromir. Naturally, the hobbits and their unexpected companion were extremely relieved. Alistair’s only problem was that he knew all to well that there was worse to come. The Gondorian warrior rested a moment after the last stragglers of the monstrosities ran for the hills, in a hurried hobble. Boromir himself had taken quite a beating already, and Alistair could see why he might fail to ward off the next onset; a band of huge, hair-raising Uruk-hai. From what he had read, they were rather larger than normal Orcs, and all the more frightening for it.

“Uhm,” he started lamely. He was at a loss for what to say. Nothing that came to mind would make sense to any of the others. He couldn’t just say that he read about them in a book. But was he going to stand by and let Boromir be killed? If Boromir lived, would it change the fate of Middle Earth? Should it matter? It wasn’t Alistair’s world after all, and there was still the issue of his sister, completely prone and unconscious where he’d left her.

And it was the last thought that brought him to his ultimate decision. He took off back in the direction he came from, suddenly fearing for Auden’s life now that his own was not so close to its end.

“Auden!” he called over the shouts of warning from behind him. “Auden!” He was nearing the tree that he had woken under. Alistair was aware that the hobbits and their protector were following after him, trying to get him to come to his senses and turn back. Not likely.

Then, a few things happened all at once, almost too quickly for him to comprehend. Alistair lost his footing and stumbled to the ground. He caught sight of Auden, sitting bolt upright staring in shock or terror at a colossal array of Uruks, running right past her, and thankfully paying her no notice. Boromir’s horn began to sound again from behind him and strong arms lifted him and started to carry him away from the danger that hither came.

“Are you daft?!” shrieked one of the hobbits from below, running alongside, as Alistair found that Boromir was holding him, and sprinting away from the beastly pursuers, and consequentially leaving his sister behind.

The Uruks drew ever closer and he watched their faces come into focus over Boromir’s shoulder.

“They’re gaining!” he said, pointing a shaking finger backwards in unnecessary indication.

“Of course they are!” was the warrior’s irritated response. Al was then dropped unceremoniously onto the ground and the horn was tossed to him. “Sound that horn, lad, as loud as you can.” And with that, the man turned about, sword at the ready, prepared for what may come.

He slew several large beasts that were foolish enough to come near, but the rest of the Uruks easily overtook him with arrows, before they were even close enough for him to fight back. Al blew the horn as best he could, but each sound seemed weaker than the last. He hoped that Aragorn would show up in time, that his presence would somehow change things. But the instrument was knocked from his hands and clattered to the ground, breaking in half from the force of the blow. He watched it, as in slow motion, each piece coming apart and rolling toward Boromir, as if they knew with whom they belonged. Boromir dropped to his knees beside it and fell against a tree. That’s when it became very clear to Alistair that this was not the adventure and excitement that he had always dreamed of. It would be more of a tragedy, and he could do absolutely nothing to help it.

He was scooped up from the ground for the second time, though by much rougher hands, and spirited away with the struggling hobbits on either side. But he didn’t have the heart to fight or struggle. Boromir couldn’t help them anymore and Aragorn wouldn’t arrive until it was too late. If things went the same way as they did in the book, then there was still hope for him, but what about his sister? He had lost sight of her when Boromir dragged him away.

The warrior was clasping at one of the arrows in his chest. Did he never give up? He was trying to pull it out, all the while falling further behind, getting smaller and smaller, and keeping the young boy’s hope with him. And then there was something that Al had not expected to see: Auden, in her colorful gym clothes and ancient running sneakers, moving towards the fallen hero, and then pausing to look at him. In that small span of time he felt something lighten in his chest and found his voice again.

“Auden!” he cried out in desperation. It was loud and clear. It rang out, carried through the forest and sky as if the world desired as much. Auden turned to look at him, surprise and worry etched into her scraped and bloodied face. It was the last thing he saw before something collided hard with the back of his head and he was cast into darkness.

Alistair’s nose itched… among other things. Not that it mattered, seeing as he couldn’t do much to help it. Still he concentrated on his itchy nose, to put his sore legs and bruised arms out of his mind; not to mention the throbbing pain on all sides of his head. He wondered silently if he would suffer any permanent brain damage from these past few days. His body ached and the foul speech and stench of the Orcs offended his senses; he had not the stomach to open his eyes and see them.

He was jostled roughly and gave a grunt of pain as armor dug into his ribs. Suddenly, he felt the sensation falling and landed with a thud on the hard ground. Soft sounds of a stirring Pippin to his left caused him to open his eyes. The hobbit beside him was struggling with his bonds futilely.

A total eyesore of an Orc let out a course laugh and spoke in his ugly language to one of his companions. He then turned to Pippin.

“Rest while you can, little fool! Rest while you can!” There was still laughter in his tone, and his voice grated against Alistair’s eardrums unpleasantly. “We’ll find a use for your legs before long. You’ll wish you had got none before we get home.”

Alistair thought that he had never heard anything fouler than talking Orcs. He wished they wouldn’t make a sound, and tried to tune out whatever further words they exchanged as one leaned over Pippin, threatening the Halfling with a knife.

Al rolled over to stare emptily out at the barren fields, feeling tired and sore. His head pained him greatly and ropes cut into his wrists and ankles. All he wanted to do was sleep.


“We have come at last to a hard choice,” Aragorn had halted and was looking gravely at Legolas and Gimli, while Auden stood bent and exhausted, breathing heavily with her hands on her knees. “Shall we rest by night, or shall we go on while our will and strength hold?”

Auden scoffed loudly at the last part of his question. As far as will and strength was holding, she was fairly spent.

But of course, Legolas was of a different opinion. “Unless our enemies rest also, they will leave us far behind, if we stay to sleep.”

“Sorry to burst your bubble,” she said crossly, “but the way I see it they’ve already left us far behind. What’s a few more hours?”

The Elf gave her a hard look before Gimli intervened, “Surely even Orcs must pause on the march?”

“Apologies, but I was under the impression that you wished to rescue your brother,” Legolas seemed to have ignored his friend, as he still addressed Auden.

“Orcs don’t travel in sunlight, but these found no difficulty with that,” Aragorn spoke in Legolas’s stead, passing wary looks between him and the girl.

“I do want to rescue my brother,” Auden responded honestly. It sounded weak and a witty retort died on her tongue as she realized that she was incredibly fatigued. “I just…” She sat down on the ground and leaned her head into her hands, mumbling, “…can’t run anymore.”

Legolas, who was somewhat taken aback by the sudden display of weakness, looked at last back to Gimli and Aragorn.

“We won’t be able to see the trail by night,” Gimli said with a worried glance and Auden, who was wrapped in the Elven cloak and curled into a ball, so that she looked like a breathing boulder.

“The trail goes straight,” Legolas responded stubbornly.

As the three of them argued, Auden found herself dozing. Before they had decided what to do, she had fallen into a deep sleep, plagued with dreams that made no sense to her.


She was very small, looking up at a tall, hooded figure. Then she realized that she was not as small as she thought, because the hooded figure was mounted upon black horse. She was afraid and alone, save for it and its steed. The figure spread its arms wide as if to embrace her. She ran into its waiting hold and was engulfed in darkness. She wandered for a while in the darkness, before seeing a small light to her left. But each time she turned to see its source, it moved from her line of vision, and stayed stubbornly to the left of her. Finally she reached for and grasped it in her hand.

Auden blinked down at what she held. It was a small, gold ring. No longer alight as it had been, but it seemed that the previous glow had expanded and lit up her surroundings. She was in a forest and the sun was setting. Light streamed in through the trees, bringing everything around her to life. The trees swayed merrily in the evening breeze and a beautiful being emerged from amidst them. She was afraid to look directly at it, fearing that it would seem less magnificent if she truly saw it.

“Where am I?” she questioned, eyes reverently downcast.

The being laughed and said in a familiar voice, “Eryn Lasgalen, as it should be.”

She shuffled her feet uncomfortably as it, or rather he, drew near. Auden put her hands guiltily behind her back, with the sudden urge to hide the golden ring.

The laugh came again. It was beautiful and terrifying, knowing and more mirthful for the knowledge. “Will you not look upon me?”

She let her gaze drift up at last to land on his angular face. His hair flowed down past his shoulders in yellow waves, as if he had just taken it out of its usual braids. His brow furrowed suddenly and he frowned upon meeting her eyes.

“You have it, don’t you?” his voice had taken on a lower tone. It was greedy and wanting. Auden, feeling very small again, took several steps back, watching as Legolas’s fair hair darkened to pitch black, growing and wrapping about him, melting together to form a dark cloak, covering him completely.

She shook her head vehemently as the sun disappeared below the horizon and forest was swallowed by the night. The cloaked man moved towards her with an angry, desperate stride. He drew a knife, speeding up until he was upon her.


Auden woke with a start. It was at least as dark as it had been in her dream, if not more. She took in her surroundings, her shoulders sagging in relief with each new moment that came without any attack or even a sound aside from her pounding heart. Aragorn was some ways to the left of her, asleep on the ground. Gimli was a bit nearer on her right, snoring. She crawled over near him and tucked his cloak closer around him, like a mother would her child. Really she just wanted to be closer to someone to calm her nerves. She didn’t see Legolas anywhere, but after her dream, she was glad of it.

A sudden sound from behind her made her go rigid, and she sat up board straight for a moment before turning to see where it had come from.

She saw that Aragorn had shifted in his sleep, and was shivering from the cold. She remembered with a pang of guilt that he had given her his cloak, and she certainly hadn’t felt the cold at all. With a sigh, she rose completely and walked over to him. He looked much less intimidating in his sleep, curled up, his back to the wind.

She removed the cloak slowly from her own shoulders, stifling a groan as the cold bit into her mercilessly. She draped it over him like a blanket, carefully trying not to wake him, not daring to tuck him in as she had done Gimli, and tiptoed back to where she had slept. The ground there was fairly flat, and had been comfortable enough for her to sleep on the first time, so she figured it would be comfortable enough to sleep on a second time. Sleep proved more difficult to find with the chilly wind swirling all around her. Auden shuddered, trying to ignore it.

Auden assumed that it was her loudly chattering teeth that prevented her from hearing his approach a few moments later. It wasn’t until he was standing beside her that she noticed him at all. She nearly screamed in surprise, but caught it in her throat, upon finding that it was Legolas. She swallowed hard and looked up at him, heart pounding from the recent scare.

“Why do you wake?” he asked gently, “Dawn is not yet come.”

Bewildered by his sudden attitude adjustment, Auden first blinked before succumbing to a violent shiver and staring at the ground. Her pale hand produced a dim glow in the moonlight, which was diminished considerably when compared to the glow of the Elf before her.

“I had… a nightmare.” She sounded embarrassed as the statement rolled off her tongue, like she wasn’t used to saying it.

His bright, Elven eyes caught the blush on her cheek, even in this dark night, and his ears caught the sound of her heart fluttering and the staccato way in which she pronounced the sentence. Confused, he sat down beside her and looked intently at her face, trying to catch a glimpse of whatever it was that struck so much fear into her. Legolas did not really consider the fact that he had snuck up on her, having thought he moved rather loudly on his way over.

At length he asked, “What was it about?”

The girl finally met his gaze, her eyes wide and frightened. He saw no hint of color in them as most eyes have. Her irises were a deep black, graced with bits of grey here and there. He found this odd, and narrowed his eyes to see them better, with the result that her heart began to race, and she backed away slightly.

He lowered his voice, trying to calm her, “What is wrong?”

“Nothing,” she said flatly, facing away from him, “I don’t remember.”

And with that she lay down and curled up, feigning sleep for the rest of the night.


Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Sleep, my Child

Written By:Firefly-Maj
You can read the original here:
All Credit goes to the original Author:

Sleep, my Child

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Outside it was dark, but the upper guest chamber in the Last Homely House of Rivendell was warmly illuminated by several lamps which were spreading golden light.

Elrond Peredhel silently entered and looked about the room. The bed was occupied by a fair-haired elf who was fast asleep, his face relaxed and betraying nothing of what he had just been through.

The elf-lord let his gaze linger on him for a while, then turned to the fireplace; in front of it, a man was lying on the hearth-rug, facing the now dying fire, his head resting on his rolled-up coat.

Elrond approached him and knelt down next to him; he was not surprised to see that Aragorn was asleep as well, overwhelmed by his exhaustion, even though his sleep was light and his face not as relaxed as his companion´s. He was still wearing his travel-worn clothes, traces of what had happened being evident not only on them but on himself as well: dried blood had crusted underneath his hairline, giving him a rather savage appearance. Though Elrond asked himself how anyone could ever mistake the Ranger for savage if they looked more closely: his face was that of a noble man, not of some coarse brute, and those who talked to him inevitably would notice how soft-spoken he was, how well-thought-out his responses usually were.

Elrond smiled; he himself could not be counted as impartial, of course, for Aragorn was his son and would forever remain his child. Gently, he reached out and placed his hand on the man´s brow, concentrating: “Sleep”, he murmured. Soon, Aragorn´s breathing deepened, and his features seemed to calm down.

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Elrond stoked the fire, then got up and left the room; when he returned a short while later, he carried a tray with some cloths, a few jars, bowls, a nightshirt and a jug of warm water. He set those down next to Aragorn and knelt down again, then cautiously turned the man on his back and assessed him once more: he had more lines than Elrond remembered, and his hair showed the first streaks of grey, but his face betrayed his Númenórean origin and made him seeming much younger than his actual age.

Elrond opened one of the jars and mixed its contents with some of the water; he soaked a cloth with it, then started to wash the blood off Aragorn´s face. The man did not even stir, and Elrond was glad about it; he was sure that the Ranger had not gotten much sleep during the past few days. The elf-lord had not yet heard the full account, but it seemed that Legolas had been injured badly in an incident with wolves which had cost both his and Aragorn´s horse their lives; Aragorn had thus brought Legolas to Imladris on foot, which had taken them several days.

Elrond pondered at the tale while he was tending his foster son. Rarely had he heard something similar about mere wolves, and he suspected that there was more to it than he presently knew. He would talk to Aragorn in the morning; when he and Legolas had finally reached Imladris, the Ranger had barely been able to speak, so exhausted was he. His friend had been feverish and unconscious since the previous day, and it had taken the better part of Aragorn´s strength to bring him home.

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When Elrond had finished at last, Aragorn´s own if minor injuries were tended, he was relatively clean and wore a fresh nightshirt. The elf slid one arm underneath his son´s shoulders, the other underneath his knees, and slowly got up, thus carrying Aragorn out of the guest chamber and to his own room next door, where he eased him down on the bed and thoroughly tucked him in. Images of similar scenes came to his mind, of days long forgotten: how many times had he put Aragorn to bed after the boy had fallen asleep, marvelling at the little one for one reason or another?

He smiled down on the sleeping man, then turned to go: it would never change. No matter how old Aragorn would become, he would forever remain Elrond´s child indeed, for his father was still marvelling at him.

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The End

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Feeling Unloved

Written by: rosethorn59
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All credit goes to the original author

It was a beautiful morning in the woods, and in the extensive gardens around Mirkwood’s royal residence. There was a warm breeze and the scent of pine and sweet-scented flowers filled the air. Butterflies flitted here and there, and the drone of bees could be heard in the flower beds. It was a day when everyone craved to be outside in the warm sunshine. Everyone except Legolas Greenleaf.

Legolas had not slept well that night, and woke up in a very bad mood. He and his father had had a disagreement the night before and he did not want to get out of bed and face his Adar, or anyone else for that matter. He did not even feel like getting out of bed to do the things that he knew he would have to do; such as his chores, studying and homework, none of which sounded appealing today. The young Elfling got out of bed to open the curtains, then changed his mind and plopped back down on the bed. He put his arms behind his head and stared at the ceiling, sighing and pouting. He just knew this was going to be a very bad day; and he was still upset with his father, which made his mood all the worse.

He was angry. And what made it even worse was the fact that his Nana was not even there; she was in a nearby village visiting with her family; so she could not even be there to be the intermediary between his father and himself. She never took sides, but always made Legolas feel better and calmed Ada down, so he was not so grumpy. Well, sometimes, she took Legolas’ side. He loved her so much and was really missing her even though she had only been gone a few days. He really wished she was here now, to protect him from his father’s anger.

Legolas took much to heart. He was a very sensitive child, and his father had been very upset and yelled at him. His Ada seldom got that angry with him and Legolas was concerned about what was going to come of that. That made him feels very uneasy.

Just then a maid knocked at the door. “Legolas?” she called. She received no answer, “Are you all right, Legolas?” Again he did not reply, so she quietly walked into his room and shut the door. “What is wrong, my dear?” she asked him sweetly.

“Nothing,” he quietly mumbled, not taking his eyes off the ceiling..

“Are you planning on getting up, today? It is so beautiful outside,” she stated happily as she walked to the other side of the room and opened the curtains. Then she turned to face the youngster still on the bed." We should also let some fresh air in here, do you not think Legolas? It is stuffy in this room. Or perhaps I should not. Do you feel all right; are you ill?” she asked him.

The longer she was there, the more irritated Legolas became. “No, go away and leave me alone!” he yelled at her.

Now she was concerned about him. “Is there anything I can do to help you, my dear?” she sweetly asked him again.

“No,” he screamed at her. “Go away!!” he yelled as he threw his pillow and the toys on the chair by his bed at her, almost knocking her down. She just stood there, mouth agape. This wasn’t like her sweet Legolas. She could not figure out what was wrong.

“Would you like your breakfast here in your room today, Legolas?” I would be more than happy to get it for you. Then perhaps we could have a talk.” Then in a quiet, endearing voice, she asked him, “What happened, Legolas, to put you in this mood?”

“I don’t want breakfast in bed, I don’t want it at all,” Legolas answered harshly, ignoring her questions.

“All right, my dear, if you decide you want to talk to someone else besides your Naneth and Adar, you know I am always here to talk to as well; if you have need or just wish to visit,” she remarked, looking at him with a half smile. He still would not look at her. She had no idea what was wrong, but thought she would bring it up later with the King.

“Goodbye, Legolas, I hope you have a good day in spite of your problem,” she said to the Elfling as she walked out the door and closed it behind her.

In spite of the way he was feeling; the anger he had directed towards his father the previous day; he did feel guilty about the way he had treated his friend. All she ever did was to try and help him; and cheer him up when he was down. They usually had very nice conversations while she cleaned his room. He really cared about her and she had always been there for him. He had known her his entire life. He looked sadly at his toys on the floor by the door. The longer he thought about the way he had yelled at her, and had actually thrown those toys at her, the worse he felt… He knew he had hurt her feelings and now wished he had not but he did not know what to do about it right now. He knew he should go and apologize to her, but that would be very awkward and embarrassing to him and he did not think he could do it at the moment. So, he decided to deal with it at a later time.

A short while later, Legolas heard familiar footsteps quickly coming down the corridor towards his room. He knew it was his Adar, and when he walked like that it usually meant he was angry about something. Legolas was afraid that this time he might be the one who his father would direct that anger at. He wondered if his Adar was still angry with him about the day before. Legolas was now feeling a little uneasy.

The king knocked twice on the door. “Legolas!?" he called in a loud booming voice. “Either answers me or I am coming in.” He got no reply, so he pushed against the door to gain entrance. Then he looked down at the toys that had hindered his a admittance and closed it behind him. He had a very serious look on his face which Legolas could not quite read, but made him very nervous nonetheless.

“Legolas,” Thranduil began, I just had a visit with Meril about you.” And we need to have a very serious talk, ion nin, about your behavior…”

“Did she tell you what happened?” Legolas asked, anxiously.

“Yes, she told me she was very concerned about you and thought you may not be feeling well. She also mentioned you were acting very unlike yourself.; and I may add from what she said that you are not acting like the Princeling you are. She also mentioned that you were very angry and yelling at her. . She definitely knew something was wrong or else she would not have come to me about it. And,” he mentioned as he looked at the toys by the door again, “as I can see; I expect you were throwing things at her as well.”

“You don’t yell at your elders or your friends, Legolas, or anyone for that matter, and you never throw things at anyone. She could have been hurt. You are going to see Meril at once and you will apologize to her.”

“But, Ada, I really do feel bad about what I said and did to her.” Legolas replied, trying to reason with his father so he would not have to go. “I was going to go and apologize to her later, honestly.” Legolas looked sadly up at his father with his big blue eyes, hoping that would work this time; as it sometimes did.

“That is a good thing that you do feel that way, ion-nin, but that is not enough. You also need to let Meril know that, because you hurt her feelings, and she cares for you very much.” The King was trying to get Legolas to see how very important this was.

“Did she tell you that, too?” Legolas asked him.

“She did not have to, I just know her,” his Adar sighed. “ What you did was very unkind, my son, and you must apologize to her now.”

“I cannot, Ada. I feel bad now, but I don’t want her to hate me and she might because I was bad to her.”

“She doesn’t hate you, she loves you, Legolas, I just told you that,” the king stated. “Why is this so difficult for you? All you have to do is apologize, ion nin.”

“Adar. Can I not put this off for a little while until I know that she feels better about it…and me?”

“No, Legolas, this is something you cannot put off. You must do it now.”

“No, Adar, please don’t make me go! I can’t, I will be embarrassed,” Legolas stated anxiously.

“Don’t you think she might be embarrassed, too? You have to think and see outside of yourself, my son; that is what is called empathy,” Thranduil was trying to reason with him again.

“I know what empathy is and I feel it,” Legolas replied very sadly.. But I still would like to deal with it later. Is that all right?” Legolas asked him very innocently.

“No, ion-nin, that is not all right. You *will* accompany me to see Meril to apologize to her for being so rude to her and for treating her so very discourteously.” Thranduil was very determined. He took his son’s hand and the Elfling still would not move, he just looked defiantly up at his father. “Legolas!” his father yelled, grabbing his son’s arm and turning Legolas to face him. “You created this problem, and now you will go and fix it. Immediately, Legolas and I will not hear another word about it.”

“You are not acting like my little Greenleaf at all, Legolas. You are acting like a rude, spoiled little Elfling. What has come over you?” he asked, his voice tinged with anger once again.

“You yelled at me yesterday and treated me like a baby. It really hurt my feelings, Ada.”

“Well, if you had not acted like one, I would not have treated you that way. And if you want anyone else to ever treat you any differently than that, also, you are going to have to change your attitude, and show them all the same courtesy they show you. And also act your age and not like a tiny Elfling.” Thranduil dug at him.

“If you are not going to be adult enough to go and talk to Meril, you will have to be punished and not be allowed to go outside for a few days. Until you see reason in this situation. Or until I tell you that you can come out.” Thranduil had a feeling that this would not even work, but it was worth a try. “I suppose you could apologize to her when next she comes to your room.”

“Fine,” Legolas yelled back at him. “I did not want to go outside today, anyway,” he answered, even though he did feel a little panicked at the thought of Meril coming too soon. That would be tomorrow! He realized and felt fear at that thought.

Legolas walked to his room with a very heavy heart, but he was still very glad to be out of that situation with his father at the moment. Then he walked over to his bed, plopped down on it, and cried.

His father hated him. That had to be it. Legolas just knew that he wanted him to go away and be gone. He could just tell by the way his father yelled at him so much, and he did that so seldom; almost never. And all the anger he was taking out on him. His Adar kept yelling at him, and he was so angry. He had never stayed angry that long before. For two whole days in a row, now. This was truly frightening for Legolas. Was his father acting this way because he had suddenly stopped caring about him? What had he really done to lose the love of his father? Perhaps his Ada had never truly cared about him that much to begin with. ‘But how could that be?’ he asked himself. Perhaps his Ada had just changed. He knew his mother loved him. She had never yelled at him, or was ever really angry with him. They had always told him that they loved him, and had always treated him like they did.

What had he done to deserve this? Maybe his father had changed his mind about his love for him? His Ada was ashamed of him, he was just sure of it; and he was ashamed of himself, because of it. If his father did not love him very much, maybe he should just leave. Perhaps then his Ada would be happier and would not be so angry. If his father did not love him, he still loved his Ada. He wanted him to be happy, so he decided to leave.

He went back to his room, pulled his pack out from under his bed, and very quickly and quietly, threw a few of his things into the pack. He quietly left his room, sneaked down the hallway, and flew down a flight of stairs to the kitchens to stock up on food.

While he was down there, he saw his friend Meril, just finishing up baking bread rolls. ’Oh, it smells so good,’ he thought.

Meril then caught sight of the young Elfling. “Is there anything I can help you with, dear? How about a couple of fresh baked rolls? I have to admit, they’re very good. I made them myself.”

"Is that how you know they are good, because you made them yourself?”

“It’s called ‘having confidence in yourself’” She whispered quietly to the young Elfling.

“Meril, I came down for food, but now that I’m down here, I want to tell you that I am very, very sorry for what I said and did earlier. I was just angry because Ada yelled at me once yesterday and once today. He hardly ever yells at me. Do you hate me now for what I did and said? I would understand if you did. I was behaving very badly. Ada wanted me to come down here with him to apologize to you, but I wasn’t ready to, yet, even though he insisted. ”It feels better with just you and me.”

“I love you, sweetie, I could never hate you; never; I almost think of you as my own son, I love you that much…don’t ever doubt that again. I’m tough skinned, I can take a lot. and Legolas, you do need to do things in your own time…even though I know your father wanted you to come down, earlier. But it is also important to listen to your father and do as he says. He *is* your father, after all. But it still means so much more coming from just you.”

“So, you’re not angry with me or embarrassed because of my behavior?” Legolas asked hopefully.

"No, my little Greenleaf, I am not angry with you or embarrassed by your behavior. So you can stop worrying about that. I was just concerned about you, that is all, love.” She smiled.

Legolas smiled in return, and looked very relieved. He ran over to her and gave her a big hug.

“I love you, Meril, and I am also glad that is over with,”

“Me too, my little Greenleaf.”

“So, you came down for food, huh? Something good to eat?” she asked. “How about a couple of my famous rolls, would you like those?” She asked him, again, eyeing his pack.

“Yes, those would be great; and maybe some fruit?” Legolas asked quietly.

“Of Course. Are you planning to go on a picnic, Legolas? I see you have your pack.”

“No, I’m just going outside for a while and thought I might get hungry,” he answered as he stuffed his pack full of the goodies.

“That is a good thing to take a snack along, then. Where were you thinking of going? Out to the gardens for a while?”

“Oh, I don’t know, somewhere,” he answered as nonchalantly as he could, hoping she would not notice.

“All right. You have a good day, then.“ She replied.

“Goodbye, Meril,”

“Goodbye, sweetheart, see you later,”

Legolas then walked very quietly up the stairs and out the door of the palace. Once outside, he flew to his favorite tree to think what he might do next. He had two favorite places where he always hid when he was frightened or upset. This tree or some bushes nearby. He was not sure what to do next, though. He had to get out of here.

By this time, Meril had gotten a message to the king. When he heard the news about his son, he felt an immediate tightness in his chest, frightened that it was he and his temperament that had something to do with this. If it did, he would not know what he was going to do to make things all right between his Greenleaf and himself. ‘What was I thinking?' he thought to himself. ‘I have been treating my son worse than he was acting towards Meril‘. “What have I done?” he mumbled to himself, not realizing that his son had just wondered the very same thing a short while before. Thranduil was desperate to find him. He could not even comprehend the thought of his youngster being out there, in the wild, in potential danger. This just made him sick to think about. Perhaps he should tell his wife? No, he thought, not unless the situation did not improve. He just knew he would find him. He absolutely had to. So, he gathered up as many guards as he could and had them scouring the area, looking for Legolas in the gardens, and the immediate vicinity.

Legolas saw them and panicked; he did not want to be caught; especially this soon. And he also just remembered his father knew about his hiding places. So, he had to leave here and find a place to hide for the time-being, before he could run away. He climbed out of the tree, taking care that no one could see him, slinking around bushes and tree groves, or whatever he could find to hide behind, or climb under or dive through, on his way to the front gates. When he arrived at the front entrance, he walked very quickly, but quietly towards the gates. He then slowly made his way past some guards at the front gate.

They were visiting among themselves, so they did not hear the young Elfling pass by them; but Legolas could hear his heart thumping in his chest and hoped the guards did not hear it as well. He slowly passed behind them, hiding in all the hallway nooks and crannies he could find. Then he ran as fast as he could towards his father’s chambers which were unlocked at the time, better luck for him. Then he looked around for a good place to hide in his father’s bedroom, and decided to hide under the bed covers. They could never find him there. He would be virtually invisible. So, he dove underneath the blankets and covered himself up as best he could. Unfortunately he did not realize that he had accidentally left one foot sticking out from under the covers.

Thranduil desperately looked for Legolas in his usual hiding places, and panicked when he found that Legolas wasn’t there. Then he got even more frightened when his men told him they could not find the little Elf anywhere on the grounds. Thranduil thought that Legolas must be seriously upset if he was not in one of his usual places. He feared that his son may have run out into the woods. So, he took some of his men out to look for him in the nearby vicinity in the woods. He was absolutely nowhere to be found. So, it was decided that a large group of men, himself included, would go out in the woods to hunt for him until they found his Princeling. The frantic king knew the trip might take some time and be dangerous, so he went up to his rooms to retrieve his weaponry for the hunt, and there to his surprise and relief, he noticed a big lump under his bedcovers and a little foot sticking out from underneath them. His bed? What a choice of places to hide, he thought.

Legolas was scared to death that he was going to get caught, because he heard someone else in the room, with him. He heard a sharp intake of breath, and then a big sigh. Who was it? Could it be his Ada? It had to be. But he thought his father would not be able to find him under all those covers... Surely not? So, was he safe?

Thranduil sighed in tremendous relief, but decided to pretend he did not know that Legolas was there and put all the emotion into it that he could. "Oh, Legolas, I wish I could find you, I am so worried about you. What shall I do if I can never find you? I love you so, and you could be taken away from me...in the forest where wild animals could eat you, or spiders could attack you, or even Orcs may find you. Oh, I love you so much, my little Greenleaf. Perhaps I will never get to see you again. And I will never even know what happened to you. You are breaking my heart."

Then a little voice from under the covers said, “I was still angry and frightened, Ada. So I thought I should just leave here. I thought you wanted me to. That way neither of us would be angry anymore. And you would not have to deal with me, anymore.”

“Frightened? Of me? My little Greenleaf, you never ever need fear me. What made you feel that way?”

“I do not know, Ada, I guess it was because you were so angry and yelling at me…two days in a row. How did you know that I was in here and under the blankets?”

“Well, let us say you do not hide very well, Legolas.”

“Maybe when I get older, I will be able to hide better, “ Legolas replied cheerfully.

“Yes, my Legolas,“ he answered with a mysterious grin on his face. “Perhaps you shall.”

Just then the covers came down just enough to see a pair of big, sad blue eyes, which looked very guiltily at his father. "Well, there you are, Legolas. I was beginning to think I was just talking to a bunch of blankets on a bed. Thranduil replied with a much lighter tone to his voice. Then Thranduil went over to the bed, picked his Greenleaf up and held him close.

Then his voice changed to one of a very serious nature." I was so worried about you and I was afraid you did not want to see me, again, Legolas, the same as you felt about me. But we were both very wrong, Legolas. There is nothing in this world as precious as family. I looked in your usual hiding places, which you knew I would, and I could not find you. Do you know how frightened that made me, my son? Supposing you had been lost to your Ada and Nana, Legolas; that would be the worst thing in this world for me. For you and your mother mean everything to me.”

“Why did you hide in here, tithen pen?" Thranduil asked curiously.

"I thought it would be safer in here, because you never yell at anyone in here; not at Nana, the guards, not at anyone.” “I thought maybe it would work for me and you would not yell at me in here, either, Ada.”

“Thranduil smiled sweetly at his son's reasoning. “This is not a magical, ‘no yelling allowed ‘room,” Legolas. I have just never had a reason to yell at anyone in here. Believe me, if I had a reason to yell at someone, I probably would. I just have never had a reason to.”

“You did wrong by running away and hiding from us, ion-nin, but under the circumstances, I understand why. You never have a reason to be afraid of your family, though, Legolas, even when you misbehave. Your Nana and I will always love you no matter what. I am not angry with you, Legolas. When I 'do' get angry at you, sometimes, I may raise my voice, not to frighten you, but to correct you about something you did that was disrespectful to your elders, or others. Everyone deserves respect, Legolas, no matter who it is, and you should give it to them. Then they will give it back to you. You should particularly respect your Nana and I. We just want what is best for you.”

“It is wrong of me to yell at anyone, especially you, my Greenleaf. I am disrespecting *you* when I do that. It is usually out of frustration over a difficult situation that just comes with being your father. Yet there is no excuse for it. Sometimes adults just make mistakes, too. I am very sorry, my son, and I hope you can forgive me, Legolas.” The King smiled at his son very sweetly.

“Forgive *you,*Ada?” he asked; the idea being very foreign to him. “I never thought about you making mistakes, before. You did something wrong too, then, did you not, father?” Legolas replied with a sheepish smile. “Then I forgive you, too,” he replied.

“Thank you, ion-nin,” the king gratefully replied.

Legolas crawled off of his father’s lap, jumped on top of the bed and attempted to straighten the bed that way and sat on it when he was done. It was still lumpy and poorly made, but the king appreciated the effort.

“I am very sorry I worried you. I never thought about that. I am also sorry that I was wrong, and gave you a reason to be angry with me," Legolas regretfully replied. “I love you and Naneth, Adar, very, very much and I always will, too.” Legolas now had a big grin on his face, knowing that everything was going to be all right.

"You know, before this little episode happened, I was planning on taking a stroll around the palace grounds, and I was going to ask you if you would like to go with me. But considering the fact that I told you that you could not go out today, and you did not really want to go outside, anyway, I guess I shall just have to walk alone.”

"No, Ada, I really want to go. I would love to go! Can we?" Legolas' heart was happy

again, and he hoped that this meant he might not get a serious punishment for what he had done.

“Yes, my son. But there is also the matter of the punishment I must give you,” Thranduil mentioned as if it were an afterthought, bringing Legolas’ happy mood down for a moment. “What do you think we should do about that?” he asked earnestly. You have apologized to Meril, and you are lucky that she was very gracious about this whole situation. She is a very good woman, and did not deserve to be treated like that. No one does. She loves you very much, Legolas. The same as your Nana and myself. Never forget that. Have you learned that lesson?”

Legolas was now looking down at the floor, checking out the patterns on the marble squares, something he had memorized long ago. “Yes, father, I have, truly.”

“What kind of a punishment do you think you deserve, Legolas?” Since Legolas just looked at him with a sad pout on his face, King Thranduil continued, “Legolas, you did not want to come outside for the day. Let us go for that walk we were going to take before it got so rudely interrupted by the events of the morning. Would you agree to that punishment as a just one?” Thranduil asked.

“Well,” the young Elfling replied as he looked seriously into his father’s kind eyes and took him by the hand. Then a big smile came over his face. I think that is a just one, Ada. Being outside today will be such a hard thing to do,“ he grinned.

The End